Well, I haven't been on here in a long time. A year about. I feel bad, because I have some friends on here, and I used to read their blogs everyday, and I sit here, a year later, and have found they've continued writing, and I haven't. *sigh*

I've been pretty good for the most part. But as I am tired, I will Update you on everything that has happend in the last year. =)

I got busted for robbing a house, yeah.

I have a girlfriend now too, Emily. She's cool. It's almost Friday, woot. I'm gonna go to a bondfire at her place tommrow. =) I just hope it's not too cold out.

Depressed again, I can't really jsut be myself. It's kind of an inner struggle. Everyday is kinda tough, and really long.

Ehh, more later.

I'm back to update what's happend within the past few months.

KK Blocked me, I found this out a few weeks ago. I decided not to talk to her, or whatever because it would probally end up her avoiding me some more. If you see this sorry I was such a wierdo. Didn't realize it at the time.

Cecil, a friend of mine planed to come out to MN, go to a conert with me and leave with a band. Tour the US, go to Florida and have a cool crib. But, today he decided he isn't going to come becasue of a few complications, and I said cool dude, follow your heart. *sigh* I feel dissapointed that I can't get out of here.. but I guess it's for the better.

School isn't to bad overall. I talk to some of my pseudo-friends there, and whatever. I'm thinking I should do some actuall work since I'm not leaving anymore. My teacher really gets on my nerves... I guess I have to "play the game" as my brother says and be kind to her.

Overall, I'm lonely and bored. I'm going to do what I can around here, untill I can do what I want. Untill a pristene oppturnity comes up. Bye for now.

I had alot of fun this weekend, lets start out with friday: I went to school, and walked around with Tony at lunch. We walked around downtown and chatted about what was on out minds. It was nice considering that I hadn't been able to talk to him like that for quite sometime. After school, I went home and sat around untill it was time to go to "The Mansion" a party house that I go to on the weekends. So, I partied, and I spent the night there. It was my first time doing so, and I had a pretty good time.

Saturday morning: I woke up, and sat around there for a while, and I headed out to walk home a bout 3:15ish. I took a shower, and then a nap, and I decided not to go back that night, because I was a little exausted. So, I was up to about, 5 A.M. Lastnight, and just woke up, maybe at 12 today.

I'm glad its fall, soo beautifull outside. I jsut want to go on a car ride, and admire the leaves, and the atmosphere of this season. As I sit here in my boxers, looking out my window I ponder life, religon, and the great beyond. *rubs chin*

Well lately it's been more cold out, and its begenning to remiend me of fall! Whoo hoo my favorite season. Winter is comming around too. I love the feeling of getting all dressed up to get warm. I just wish i had someone to watch a movie, and cuddle under some blankets with. Where are you KK?!?

Anyway, not much else has been going on. I've been getting out more, hanging out with some new friends. Getting aquainted with people, ect... And i've run out of things to say... Haha.

Dont forget the hot coca!

So yesterday there was an open mic night, and I had a super goood time. After school, Lou, Zach, Catilyn, and I hung out, untill we had to go back for open mic night. I performed, and stuff, and had a pretty awesome time.

After that, I went to that party I always go to with a friend of mine. Not alot was happening, but I Hung out with a few buddys. After about an hour of chillin there, My friend and I went to Paul's house. We hung out there for liek 20 minnutes, but then i realised I needed to fricken get home. So I walked the 2 miles home, and I got home like an hour late x.x Oh well, my mom wasnt upset. But for now, I must be going and getting ready for the day ahead of me! Peace and love.